You ever felt your heart almost jump out your chest or a lump inside your throat too enlarged to swallow? You ever been at the point where your palms were sweating and your very thoughts were quivering?
This is the moment where you realize that you are losing control...and even as your fingers slip, to the very end you try to retain a grip. The crazy thing is: we get saved to give up control; because we realized that by maintaining control we would never achieve the type of satisfaction that we desire. But at the moment of no return, why does a thought form that maybe just maybe if you let go, there will be no one there to catch you??
This thought needs to be renewed daily by the Word so that we can prove what is that good, acceptable, and perfect will of God (Rom.12:1). Because not only is there someone there to catch you, his track record proves that he has never dropped a single soul. Even after a horrific car accident, I got back into a man made automobile that has already once failed me...and yet I drive. Why?? because the person in control has it under control and doesn't need me or you to have our "just in case" this doesn't work out plans. There is no prenuptial agreement needed, because with Christ it always works out.
The Father has already given us the "help" we need so why are we trying to prove to ourselves that we don't need it? A woman of intense competitiveness I am, but this is one thing that I am not trying to prove.
Why try when I know it's a losing battle? Why try when I never had to in the first place? With God I always win~in every area~all things uncovered.
Don't try to control your life~not one part of it!
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